THROW ME A LINE!!!!

The last couple of days my legs have felt like they are trapped in quicksand. I think, mentally, I've been stuck there too. No workouts, eating cruddy and no water. My excuse for the past two days was because my stomach is feeling 'off'. Well DUHHH! Wouldn't your stomach feel 'off ' if you went from eating clean to eating whatever you could find to microwave so you could hurry up and eat? Of course my stomach is off.

So, to get my tummy feeling better I have already started with 24 oz of water this morning. It's a good start.

As for my workouts... I was going to say I need a day off. What am I thinking? I haven't done squat (or A squat) in two days. I need to get my butt moving today! So, here is my plan for today:

RUN... 2 miles

3 sets of each:

30 squats

15 push ups

30 sec wall squats

25 jumping jacks

30 sec plank

10 Burpees

I feel fat. I am 5 lbs away from my lowest weight and I need to get back on track. This vicious cycle is what caused me to put on 70 pounds in the first place. Its a matter of making myself snap out of it. So I'm not losing as much weight as I have been trying to... but I have lost 40 lbs by never quitting. If I give up now I will waste all that hard work and I Will Never See My Goal. I want to be a sexy 160. I want to have a rock hard body. I want to feel good everyday and not get stuck in these mental blocks.

I'm not going to let myself give up... I'm doing this.